SUN

 I must forget you now, remember you

as just somebody I used to know

But how can I?

Last night i saw you in my dreams

Calling out to me as I strolled past

I didn't answer, but my soul did

Awakening my feeble body to

A morning lit with recollections

How can i forget you

As my heart burns with flames of memories

Fixing thoughts tightly glued to all we'd shared

Smokes reaching up my ceiling, enveloping

Complications developing

Caught in another matrix

Fraught with another project

Searching my soul, comparing

Scheming, hoping to grow apples

From this ordinary tree

How can I erase a complete book

Without destroying the entire book

Set some fire with fuel from Oblivion

Strike a match, smell my sulphur explode

Watch all these implosions from the tears welling

Dwelling on the past, painfully duelling with my heart

Laughing sometimes at this cacophony's laughter

Ceasing to exist like we used to

How can I remember to forget to remember

The paths we threaded beaten like foot paths

Through the Sahara

Leading to nowhere, yet coming from the first Words

Words spoken so gently and so purely

Crystallizing before my very presence

Like diamonds, forming treasures in my heart

Sticking on the walls, great as waterfalls

Gushing waters falling on me

Washing, wetting, soaking me with mixed thoughts

While I await the drying powers of the sun, my new sun.