I've decided

Decided!

After a couple of indecisions

Found the answer to my every question

Found a way to balance the equation

My totality went through an inflation

Soaring prices of soul fuel

Heart locked in arms cruel

I fought wars

I bought cars

To transit my wounded soldiers

Not leaving my dead unburied

Not leaving thoughts un-ferried

Love is a war leaving a scar

Got shot got wounded but not killed

I got experiences, got super-skilled 

Yet indecision is the real war

The unexpected visitor at dawn

The sleeping danger drawn

The limping stranger's frown

But I've decided today-

chose you among my flock

Put you in my head behind a lock

Then see if you'd bring me any luck

Hold you supreme like a dot that ends a sentence

Peg you down in this windy clime

So you wouldn't be blown away again

By the winds of indecision

O my God don't get blown away 

Stay fixed I've decided

I'd sing you a lullaby to lay you to sleep

Write you endless poems to keep you dreaming 

Am scheming now no longer screaming 

Watering those seedlings you left 

A one-millionth second ago, watching them grow

Each day watching you glow 

As you begin to realize my decision

How do we remake this incision

On every part of our mien 

Feeling so cool to a song by Moen

Each time you cut me open to reach my heart

Now I know how a worship song feels