How I get you?

 I can’t believe on my fate

When I met you I know how stupid was I?

 But you always smile

 Always forgive me if I did something wrong

 Always laugh when I make weird jokes

 When I see you smiling I can’t take my eyes off you

 Because your face looks good in smile

 But smile looks better on your face

 Whenever we meet we come closer,

 Each day I miss you

 Hope to see you, to meet you

 I have made a promise

 But many times I lost hope

 But then I remember you and hope come back

 I remember our first meeting

 How childish was I, that time?

 I ask and say whatever my hearts say, even the bad things

 But now whenever I meet you

 I try not doing those stupid things I have done earlier

 I don’t want to lose you

 That’s why I always care now what to say you?

 When I was trying to look backward

 You hold my hand

 And pull me towards yourself

 And we even come closer than before

 I can sense the heat of your body in the cold nights

 Your soft caring hand over me

 Your warm breath

 Which makes my heart, beats?

 Whenever I see the moon

 I always remember your face

 Thought what is she doing now?

 May be thinking about me or something else

 When I meet you I try to make you smile

 So that you can remember me

 As a person who always makes you smile

 I like you too much

 There is a reason of that

 You know why because you’re so sweet

 I always thought what I will do when I meet you

 And what will you do when you see me

 I always thought to squeeze you in my arms

 Hope that you will do the same when we meet.

Some  lines  for father

Father’s you are special,

Thank you for who you are,

You are a star,

Thank you for long walks,

And loving talks,

Thank you for basketball games,

Thank you for not embarrassing me in front of my friends, and making me shame,

Thank you for being my father, and my friend,

Thank you for the surprise lunches,

And loving me and telling me I can win,

Thank you for my weakness,

And calling uniqueness,

Thank you for the hugs, and the double portion of love,

I am so glad that you are mine,

You are my father, and I love you all the time!

Thank you for teaching my how to fight, by teaching me right,

No words can express what I feel,

I love you daddy,

Life Without God

Family members have come and gone

Friends no longer visit

This house is empty

Windows busted and boarded up

Paint chipping, wall paper peeling

No warmth, just cold and lonely

Even the area surrounding this house has become desolate and undesirable

This is my life without GOD

poem for the students

students are blooming flowers

PUNISHMENT

Punishment is to make you pay attention,

So that i can teach you with concentration,

And you can listen without any tension.

No distraction.

You will come first in examination!

If you pass you will gain promotion,

If you fail you will gain demotion.

It’s very important to have self realization,

In your life discussion,

Take correct decision,

Without any confusion.

Learn to handle the situation,

When you receive dissatisfaction.

So listen with concentration,

By avoiding distraction,

To gain first class in examination.

And get relief and satisfaction.

Life own controller

We should allways church what we have in our hands

sometimes we know the value of the item once we loose it.

Deep Down , Where Time Freeze . in the Grave of memories , where the sun Fears to approach where its colder than the ice , where the Dark don’t fear the light !!

I am a prisoner of my own , I can’t feel my heart beats anymore , I am looking around me but I can’t see anything , maybe I am blind or its too dark for me .

I am Trying to Remember a Face , a Smile , a Laugh , I am trying to Remember who am I , why I am here , but nothing than shades of memories

Living like a Shadow , I cant even feel my breath on my hands , I am feeling too cold , but I am Burning from inside , this mixture of feelings , in the prison of My own

The ideas in my mind , so desperate I am . when I think about all the time I’ve been here , it seems like ages even its just like an Hour ago . on my yellow cheeks so fade , with tears on like a river  . I am Forgetting and I am leaving because I can’t take it any more , I try to sleep for the eternal but its wake me up every time I try  . I try to pass out to the other side but it keeps holding me back , I cant go up , I cant go down , Leave me !!! Let me go !! but I am here I still here !! its this voice inside me , not my voice , but her voice !!

It keep Telling words that I cant understand , sometimes I feel like she is next to me ,

But I cant understand why she left me ,  even that we promise to be together till we become dust !! I don’t know what to say , or what to write anymore , it feels like words can’t be enough sometimes feelings are stronger than words , and sometimes words Disappear

Forgotten by the time , Forgotten  by every one , I am waiting for my hour to come , when I thought that the end Approaches . a glimpse of light , start shining !! is it death , is it me going up ? , it was a person I thought he went forever , a person that I’ve forgotten , her hand takes mine and squeeze it so hardly and pull me up , its an angel !! no its not !! its my beloved person saying : did you ever thought that I will be leaving you ?!! after hearing those words

I felt my heart beating hardly !! like its going to explode !!

And Yes it was a Dream , and What a Dream !! looking around me like a fool I see my Angel Sleeping next to me  , I took a breath like I was catching it for ages !! and i felt such a relief  , I am not Scared of Death , I am Not Scared to Be Forgotten , its just I can’t imagine my life without you !! 

Writing all that , just to say , life can be So hard , and we can be thru Horrible things

But with a Good person next to us  , nothing could be harder than loosing it

If you have that person do never loose it , if you don’t , no Worries you will Find it

struggles of  life with rhythm

There always seems to be something missing

The days get shorter and as I cry tears no one sees,

I stand alone no faith I will never believe

Deep within side of me I always seem to let go

As I stand alone my life always at a stand still

Nothing ahead want to live happy but inside I’m dead

No one can heal me not one soul

Ill always be left outside in the cold

Deep within Im scum Im a true mirage

People see me as something Im not

I play the game well

This game called life

Never lost once no gameover in sight

I would love to put the controller down

Thing is I am my own controller my feelings KINECT

I wont be put down until my heart unplugs

This isnt reality anymore Im just a robot with bugs

Glitchy like a computer Im dragging my feet everything is lagging

My whole world is disconnected my power went out

My eyes close and the dark quickly overcomes till my alarm clock

MAKES NOISE AND ANOTHER DAY HAS BEGUN

 It waits for no one

TIME 

I’m a little older now

Time is always moving

Much to my surprise.

Tomorrow is now yesterday,

Today has said goodbye

When I was very young,

The future never came.

I’m a little older now,

Life has really changed.

No matter how I try

Time beats me in the end.

It’s always been the master

Never was a friend

I’m a little wiser now

I’ve leant one simple truth.

Time waits for no one

With is so much now to do.

Somewhere in the past

I may have lost today.

What I had, now has gone

It seems so far away

Now and then, I take a look

See what’s going on.

Then I find, once again

Time has been and gone.

What is now has gone

No matter how I try.

The present never lasts

For time’s the reason why